Oh my oh. It's already July. What happened? It feels like when I yesterday woke up it was first June but today it's 2nd July. Why summer has to be so short and this year it's cold & rainy so far. I want to go to beach and have wonderful tan; I want to have trips with friends & family; I want to party with my friends and have no worries about how I will feel tomorrow (not because of hangover, but my knees always hurt if I've been going home when it's cold outside) & I really want to dress like it's summer. Why the hell I bought new swimsuit? I want to wear swimsuit under simple white t-shirt and blue shorts, I want to feel free and good. At least I hope that July will come with great weather, new people and plans, measures & festivals!